Well, I guess I'm dating again. It was harder than I would have imagined. I'm not sure how I feel about it. I'm tired of being alone, but opening up again scares me to death.
I've never liked dating, and don't see it becoming something I want to do regularly. I guess my first date happened when I was 14. I invited a girl from a the neighborhood to a movie. I should have started a different way. Maybe that's my problem still, I started dating for the wrong reason. I asked this girl out so a friend of mine could move on her friend.
Now, I'm asking people out for my own reasons, but things rarely work. Hopefully this new begining will be just the ticket. So I'm going on my first real date and we'll see how things go. You'll be able to follow that along with and any other topic that I can't get out of my head.
It should be a gas!