Well, I guess I'm dating again. It was harder than I would have imagined. I'm not sure how I feel about it. I'm tired of being alone, but opening up again scares me to death. I've never liked dating, and don't see it becoming something I want to do regularly. I guess my first date happened when I was 14. I invited a girl from a the neighborhood to a movie. I should have started a different way. Maybe that's my problem still, I started dating for the wrong reason. I asked this girl out so ...